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Monday, February 11, 2008

So came one of the many bore sessions i frequently endure as a result of bummerism. So i decided to continue my current read on ' The Rules of The Game' by Neil Strauss. Great book for people like me trying to up my social game with other homo sapiens. It's an even better read for loser (not even a glimmer of hope) guys who can't score a single female companion more or less come up with a great opener.

Then it came to one part which says, 'The world is what you think it is' as quoted from Serge Kahili King. It's the first of seven principles derived in his book entitled 'Mastering Your Inner Self: A Guide to The Huna Way', to help improve a persons take on life. That got me thinking about so many things. Why ain't i good at b-boying no matter how much i train? Why can't i hold eye contact with women? Why don't i have a girlfriend ? Why didn't i get laid ? How did dinosaurs have sex . . .

I thought it was uber cool when i first did it

The answer . . .


Coz' i keep undermining myself from the very beginning. I've always thought that i would never call myself good given the fact that people aren't keen on ego boosting. But perhaps that's been my downfall. The thought of not calling myself a b-boy in front of people until i've reached a certain level ( where i can do airflares and hopping airchairs) tooks its toll. My level of improvement never got up, beats are as hard to hit as they were when i just started. I can still consider myself a starter even after 2 years.

When it comes to women . . . . . . .


Let's just say after a few tries and 'crash & burn' situations, i really shyed away from the game. Add that to one 'memorable' year in college, i'd think twice about going after any female. But as i sit down and think it back, the reason why i burn most of the time goes back to basics . . I just didn't think i'd make it.

So i'm pretty much aware of my situation now. I ain't gonna sit around. I've started going around with all that b-boy attitude ( groin to face ;p) and gettin a lil' prepped for any future game. Maybe in time, you'll see me compete in BOTY or even dating some classy urbanite.


No crash and burn. Just a parachute this time.

R-E-S-T-E-K-P-A is Respect

K-Fatty -9:31 AM-

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