It's been what ? 3 years ? Since i last went through an experience like this. The whole world goes out of focus. Everyday habits seem so irritating. Food tastes like sarin from Hitlers old Jew stockpile. Work has no importance. Home looks even more dreadful. The only people you wanna see are your close friends and family. Seriously for once in a long time, i really feel down. Fuck!
Not even 2 shisha pipes can cure this. Maybe weed ought to do the trick but . . . can't get it.
My head's running in circles. It's like a mix of frustration plus anger and a pinch of confusion. Add sleep deprivation to that equation and you get a weary feeling of awkwardness. Seriously my head is fucked up right now. Even my parents are like 'Must be the new house. You'll get used to it.' That and some other things, i think what the Astrology reading said was helluva true man. But i'm skeptical so to hell with it. I truly am a believer of what Keanu Reeves said in the movie Matrix .
Morpheus: Do you believe in fate ?
Neo: No.
Morpheus: Why not ?
Neo: Because i don't like the idea that i'm not in control of my life.
Amen to that with a capital A. Oh well, part and parcel of shit that happens. I'm off to fix it.
P/s: If any of you machas reading this, seriously i'm not turning gay OK. It's just one of those times where you get confused with the things going on around you. Except i don't tani or go to a bhagra club to let off steam. LOL
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