Lets take a walk down the road. If you had known me back in the day, i was just some ballsy douchebag that do typical guy things like talk about women and mindless stuff, diss other guys but at the end of the day end up with nothing much achieved. All that changed when i embarked on that road to self-improvement. The Stylelife. From then on, i knew i had my life in total control. I understood the ups and downs, the feelings and disappointments that plaue everyone simply because i UNDERSTAND how it worked. Now i see myself as being more confident and witty. It's an ongoing process. Because of what i've been feeling of late, i'm just re-evaluating myself as a whole. To gage on my achievements and see what needs working on. All in the pursuit of self-improvement and happiness.
I can't help but to look back at what i was not so long ago and what i am now. Clearly, i have noticed the changes that have come into place. Thank my surroundings but i'm certain it's more with the decisions i made along the way and the people i've met.
Maybe of late i haven't been feeling like myself. With so many happenings and new doors opened, i sometimes feel aloof. Confused. Scared. Unsure. I consider this one of the few tests on my inner game. It's this feeling that i hate but at the same time welcome. These are those times where my confidence, beliefs and hopes are beaten down by some events that sometimes giving up might just be the best idea. I knew the last time i felt like this, it hit me hard and i ended up as AFC as ever and took some time before coming back up on the Alpha ladder.
But i always keep a smile when the feeling hits me. Know why? Heard of the phrase,'God will never put you through anything you can't handle'. I believe it. Half the time my ass is deep down in the dump and all the time i get myself out of it cleaner than ever. Each time something like this hits me, i know that at the end of it i'm gonna come out harder than i was before. I'm not much of a religious kinda guy but on numerous occasions, i've always kept hope for that big man up there to do something.
It's all just an expression of inner game.
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